Okay so i'm def. starting to come to the conclusion that I don't need friends, well alot of them. Its only the second week into school and I have enough on my plate but I have naggin as people in my ear...."friends" Now don't get me wrong, i'm not being mean, i'm just being real because I'm tired of switching friends like I switch my sneakers and I'm tired of friends coming&going like seasons. This is not only for friends, this is also for other ppl whom I have some sort of relationship with. I guess I can divide it into diff sections:
1.Stupid people-I don't have the time or the patience to deal with friends or people that are doing stupid shit. Please don't add your stress on me, irritate me or get me involved over something completely stupid. I HATE when people don't use their brain and evaluate things...that's def. a pet peeve
2.Trust-I don't trust people. Simple as that, but the funny part about it is, I expect people to trust me to a certain extent. I mean I feel as though I can try to trust people but there's just been too much going on for me to not ASSUME that people are going to overlap the same traits...I honestly don't have time for that.
3.Tolerance- I can honestly take but so much and this piggybacks off my first two because I can't tolerate people doing stupid shit and expecting me to trust them. I also cannot also be "SUPERSAVEAHO" If you are not responsible enough to handle certain things, please don't do it at all or do that shit on my time.
4.Personal emotions-People have been dipping into my bag of personal emotions and it's just stressing me out...I have supposed "friends" who I try to ride or die for but all they recently have been doing is riding on my fucking nerves.
At this point right now, it's almost as if i'm venting but I'm being deadass serious...i'm slowly getting drained and i'm ready to snap...so0o0 I don't even want a bunch of friends around me or people in general because I have to worry about me first. I need to worry about school, work, and just trying to get by everyday, I don't have time for bullshit so it's def. time for a change in my posture...introducing the no bullshit walk.
WALKS AWAY.....
